Friday, December 30, 2011

:(

I just battled motion sickness just to type a new post only to have it not published and forever gone. Thank you Mr.CrappyPhone!

Monday, December 26, 2011

Getting out of my self imposed solitude...

I've been hiding in my cave for so long. I guess it's time I get out. Truth hurts, meeting people sucks but that's just life. I can't shelter myself from everything just because things doesn't go my way. So, if you ever try to reach out for me, I might just send my SOS your way...

Rambling no1000000

Hello! Miss me much? Haha...
It's time for another rambling...
My aunt asked me about what interest me, what I want out of life. After thinking long and hard, (trust me, I really did) the answer is I don't know. I used to find life fascinating. Now, everything seems so dull to me. I guess it comes with being a recluse.
I guess since I can't close the old chapter that I find it hard to move on with my life. It's like a sentence hanging just waiting for me to put a full stop.
But sometime, you just need time and new inspiration. I never thought about this but it is possible for me to just abandon that chapter and open a new one. Maybe someday, I could revisit that old chapter and finish it or just leave it as it is. A part of my life that can never be changed but serves as a reminder of what should be avoid and what I'm capable of. Moving on...
My aunt said that when God closed one door for me, a lot more door are open. Now, I just have to search which door I'm going.
I guess it's time to put on my thinking cap (OMG, it's been so long since I have to do that).