Wednesday, October 12, 2011

The power of prayer...

No matter how ungrateful I am towards all the great things that God has given me, I'm blessed to have His mercy. I always asked but never give. I have a lot but never enough. I say I will but I won't. I start but never finish.

This time I want it all to change. Slowly but surely. I hope I have His guidance to persevere. For once, I want to be thankful. InsyaAllah...

Friday, October 7, 2011


I never quite understand why anyone wants to be my friend but I'm really glad that they did. I am not the easiest person to be with (fussy, bossy, sarcastic, etc...) but someway, somehow my friends can overlook those things and put up with me. I can never thanked you enough. May Allah bless your souls.

I'm sorry I've been pushing you away. I'm not good at dealings with my emotions. I just don't want to hurt you more than what I already done. I sincerely apologize. I hope you know that your thoughts are highly appreciated. I hoped I didn't worry you too much. I'm not okay, but I'm getting there.

Hello... (again!)

Hello again to those who has been with me through all these years. I'm sorry I haven't been writing for so long. I was going through something that I didn't quite understand and I just need some time for myself. I still haven't figure it all out but I'm not so lost anymore.

First of all, I want to apologize to everyone who has ever been intentionally or unintentionally harmed by my writing. I'm only human. My feeling and my thoughts are controlled by my emotions. I have not mastered the art of taking care of other people feelings. So if I ever wronged you in any way, please forgive me.

As you can see, I've deleted all my older post. I might regret it later because there's so much memories that I cherish are gone forever. I just need to learn to let go of the past and start again. I hope from now on, I can move forward on a positive note.